I can’t hide any more,
This vibrant light
In an unraveling basket,
These careful words
behind a veil of denial.
I can’t breathe in this closet
Boxed with untruths,
This box with four walls:
Walls to keep me safe,
Walls to shield me from disgrace,
Walls to emulsify me,
Crucify me,
Clamp me down,
Keep me tethered,
Keep me roped ,
Keep me sheltered from the sun and rain.
Let me have the courage to be vulnerable,
To know that truth should not be feared.
And if people should hate me or disown me
Know that in my time
I am okay.
Let the sun beat down on me
So that I can absorb the heat.
Let angry words rain
On my cracked soil,
Pelt, and pelt, and pelt in torrents,
and where every drop falls
Striking my heart, my skin, my soul,
Let me feel the courage,
To be vulnerable,
To prepare the soil, to plant the seed,
To finally speak the truth.
Jan 03, 2014 @ 22:38:25
i love this poem, there is a real sense of determination to not be afraid anymore in your words. very encouraging!
Jan 03, 2014 @ 23:04:41
Thank you Ana for YOUR encouraging words. I really appreciate that.
Feb 15, 2014 @ 15:11:56
There comes a day when truth must be bared, because hiding in the shadows and being afraid of who you are becomes too painful.
Jan 04, 2014 @ 00:33:31
I’m so proud of you for writing this incredibly moving and courageous poem, Karen. Let us all have courage to be vulnerable. How amazing and honest poem from such a beautiful soul. YOU inspire me. ❤
Jan 04, 2014 @ 08:35:12
Noora, I have to thank you so much for listening to me, sharing, and inspiring me to be courageous. U helped to clarify my thoughts. ❤
Jan 06, 2014 @ 10:19:12
We are entitled to know the truth. Let’s face the fear and we will be able to breathe more freely 🙂
Feb 15, 2014 @ 15:08:42
talacarson, I am sorry that I just noticed your comment today! To breathe freely is our destiny! Thank you for your comment. Have a beautiful day! 🙂
Feb 15, 2014 @ 09:44:53
Beautifully writtend and expressed. Not just this – but all the posts I’ve seen so far!!
Much peace and love 🙂
Feb 15, 2014 @ 15:04:16
Thank you! I am glad it was meaningful to you. Love, Peace, and Light!